yesh.

so i dont know how long its been.
i cant really remember much.
it feels like all i ever do is drive, work and booze on. uni starts next week.

shit went hectic on wednesday night, we were going to go see bag raiders at the uni, i had to pay $10 to get in cause i havent got my student card. i was already being crazy because it was a year since my nan went in to hospital so i spent some time crying in the bathroom being emo. we got to the station then i changed my mind then people didnt want to buy tickets then i cried some more because rhys ran off somewhere. i felt like it was all my fault. it was, a bit. if id just kept my trap shut. so we went back. Mr Cakes was upset because it was the last wednesday of summer and we werent happy because his last summer was so shit- this was my fault. then Wine and Mr Cakes started talking about stuff and were raising there voices at each other and it was some pretty heavy shit. so then i started crying and yelled at them. i also yelled at Rice on the way home too, about summer and how shit it actually is. when Wine passed out on the floor and i went to the pub. it was pretty dead. i was wasted. so i hung out. smoked a million cigarettes. made out with steve cause im a drunk hussy. makes me laugh when im drunk. good kid. brought him back to my place. we drank goon and went to the servo for more ciggs. then stayed up talking about random shit. the only thing missing was the noodles. he always used to make me noodles, listen to me crap on about shit then put up with me passing out in his bed. woke up. hangover.

it was a weird night.
very... emotional. usually i only have happy emotions.
i got my $3 vodka raspberry.

Last night was much, much better.
Went for more goon. Rainbow was over! She called in sick, the sly dog. I miss her soso much. Stomp and Vege came down from the brook. Much goon and more than a few cones ensued. We watched american dad and listened to some tunes. pretty sure "sexy boy" by Air is one of y favourites. Apparently Mr cakes felt down because i told him to be quiet. He probably was being loud. I dont really remember now. I have a problem where stuff comes out in a sarcastic tone and i dont mean it too. Or I just have no tone at all. I must work on that.

Soundwave was amazing. Chiodos was amazing. The feeling I got from walking past all those sniffer dogs with nothing on my was amazing. Every Time I Die were amazing. Valium is amazing. Salut vodka lemon and lime was amazing.

ciao.