take another drag, woman.

i dont really think i am lonely. its just in the wee small hours. i dont want to go to bed. im tired but still. oh im having a really fat day today. bear, where are you? just another 4. It wont be that hard. im bored. working 30 hours this week. i hate that i am most awake when other people are sleeping. i should stop napping during the day. i need someone totally on my level. my body clock is screwed. bah humbug! i daresay no one really wants to know all this stuff. getting my rags soon. bet you didnt want to know that either. im hungry. im always hungry. hungry for something. sleep. warmth. money. complanionship. freeing my mind. the total loss of self control.