lurkin.

so there are all these kiddies I who ive crossed paths with who have blogs (i discovered this when trawling the blogger just now). i was like "aww cool!" because i like reading about other people. its interesting. i go to hit the follow button then im like "woah what if they think im a weirdo or something when we hardly know each other?" then im thinking "what if they read my blog and decide things about me which i wouldnt like and do i really want people to know what i do?" Do I? At least I dont I do. maybe i do. i think i just want people to understand.
hang on a second, i then think "my life really isnt all that and more. they wouldnt read it anyway. why on earth would i think they would care anyway. its not like we really know each other. why should i care what people think?"
so i hit the follow privately button ... hahaha suckers!
i'll never tell.

if you havent seen the movie Hard Candy, you should watch it. Its a spin out.