where she stops no body knows

work. drive. work. sleep. lost 100 dollars rent money after i left my wallet on the top of the car and drove away. work. drive. sleep. work. drive. sleep. giving the pub a rest. people ended up at our house after the pub and when we asked then to leave they started abusing us and kicking the door. talked to the police on acid. his face was a deep dark hole. work. sleep. drive. handing in resignation at servo today. made 25 duckets in tips on friday night. have started uv light therapy for my psoriasis. the thing that weighs you in my bathroom works again, i cannot remember what its called. the weighy thingy. i am sick. swine flu or common cold. who knows? my body is tired. called in sick at the servo today. worked at domino's instead. i am very lucky to work with some wonderful people. have all these things i wanted to go to. deerhunter, earth crisis and amity. i fear i havent the funds for any. am sposed to go to manning point with old school friends. i cannot afford to go away for a week. a whole week. i have to save up 200 rent money before i even start saving for the trip itself. i dont have a salary. i am a casual. i work hard for my money and its going to drop after i quit the servo too. i dont think i want to be away from my house that long either. i like my house. its a weird feeling. this attachment. Rainbow said if i bring her we can go halves in accomodation and only stay for like 3 days. i think this is a brilliant idea. i dont know if the others would like it though. i dont know if they want her there. if they would give her a chance. shes my best friend. i wasnt even sposed to tell her about it last year. its so juvenile really. time for another cigarette. i ate way to much pizza. i wish my computer worked. i borrow Rice's but its a pain in the arse cause i come on at horrible times like now. 3.30am. i hardly ever make use of the internets i am paying for. if my pc worked i totally would. mass downloading would ensue. as busy as i am, i am enjoying most things. lifes not easy but its definately interesting. i love living out of home and i love my friends. i hope that by quitting the servo i will be able to spend time with relatives and friends who i havent seen much like my cousins jenni and shell. i want to reconnect and touch bases with some old friends i haven't seen in the last couple of months. im trying to make new friends and get out of my comfort zone. its awfully difficult because 1) i am neither here nor there most of the time and 2)I am good at meeting people but not as good at making solid friends, i dont want to be too imposing or too keen/full on which probably makes me seem not as interested, i am terribly shy too which doesnt help and 3)i am either, atm, working or in the upper hunter. with one job, sure i will be busy but i will be able to do more things down here.
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